Tears after work

I wanted to get on and tell a funny story about what happened today but all I can remember is what happened at the end of the day.  Connor said my title sounds like an Asian romantic tragedy.  And that sounds pretty horrible, but just wait! its WORSE!  So, after work we had a meeting about stuff we need to work on, blah blah blah. But then the end of the meeting we discussed Holidays.  And for some stupid reason we are open through the holidays.  Christmas falls on Sunday, and we already usually have Sunday off.  So, we get NO EXTRA days off. Stupid I know.  Soooooooo there are six girls that work in the store and only a few get the days off to spend with their families.  The way it's decided goes by seniority and since I left for this summer and is now considered a rehire, I'm on the bottom of the list.  Therefore, I probably DON'T get to go home for Christmas!!! When I found out I wanted to start crying right then, but I waited until I was home with Connor.  Then I cried and cried and cried.  I mean HELLLLLLO! Christmas is the BEST time of year and we might have to spend it alone! I love Connor and everything and love spending time with him, buuuut we're not old enough to do Christmas alone! Goodness gracious I know it's not the end of the world or anything, but it feels like it!!!! And as of right now, I don't wanta be rational about my emotions, I want to be horribly upset and cry like a little baby about it! It might work it self all out and if we do end up staying here, it might be the most memorable Christmas we will ever have, but for right now....I wanta stomp around, complain and go eat a million cups of frozen yogurt at Yogurtland! THE END!